yum.

So today was an interesting day, i woke up not feeling too great and stayed home for a while , then hilary and i decided to go to beaners... i had a chai big chill and must i say it was one of the best things id ever tasted! After that we went to Qdoba... AMAZING! just like the last time. Then after Qdoba we went and drove around campus thinking of how it was going to be us next year!! we saw alot of fraterneties and were interested because of the show we watch called greek... amazingm if you ever get a chance you should definately watch it. Its on mondays at 8... unfortunatley i have to tivo it because i work mondays. :(

Anyways, i have been thinking alot lately about my so called friend that keeps pulling me in and making me want to date him every time we talk. I feel like im just there when he needs someone, and he will ask me to hang out and i will give in and hang out with him and it bothers me that i do this to myself. Hes such a sweettalker and can get anything, and i hate it. I want to just drop the whole thing with him, but then id be losing a friendship too. The thing is i just cant trust him, because im never the ONLY girl, theres always that other one. that he spends his time texting and says he doesnt like her. i think im just going to let it go and see whatever else strolls in... im mean come on, im going to central... theres lots of fish there. and theres kinda someone east of here but were not getting into that. haha. :)

hope all is swell...

Ellie