Sooo... this weekend has been alright, Friday night it was Heidi's birthday so we went out to Bennigans (my favorite restaurant) and of course they sang to her. It was alot of fun. Later i went to Beaners with Hilary and some guy asked her if she wanted to have sex with her... i was conveniently on the telephone as this occured, but was still able to know what was going on. He was kinda creepy, like trying to tickle her and blow in her ear so finally we were like wow were outta here. Too bad though because it was a super nice night out and all we wanted to do was sit outside. Stupid idiot.

Yesterday Hilary and her mom came over to my house to work on our open house invitations. It was sooo stressful, there was just so much to think about and i was about to explode because we had been doing it for 4 or 5 hours. It was just getting annoying. Hilary and I were both on our last nerve. The party should be fun though, after the invitations there isnt alot of work that requires that much thinking (thank god). I mean dont get me wrong I like planning things but this was just too much for me.

After the invitations i had to go to work, it was lame, but Joren and I talked alot about guys in general and I realized alot of things. How John is EXACTLY like Brad and I dont want to be involved in ANYTHING like that. I have already moved on from it but the whole thing just made me realize even more how much i dont want to partake in his little games. After work Hilary, Emily and I went to Beaners and drove around campus. Everything was dead, because basically everybody had left and gone home. Sad but exciting knowing that summer is almost here.

So my parents are really worried about me giong to Chicago in 2 weeks because of whats going on there with all the shootings and stuff. Sometimes I really do feel like im invincible which probably isnt a good thing. Weve been wating for sooo long to go on this trip and it has been planned for at least 6 months. It would be a total bummer if we ended up not going. Memorial weekend everyone is going to be at the condo for Stew, Ali and my graduation party for the marina. It should be fun, we might go wakeboarding if the weather permits. :) yayy!

So hopefully everything works out...

Ellie